We are ONE....

You left me with a hole.You put us asunder. How did you let this happen? We were suppose to be ONE. How did you give darkness access while I wasn't looking? I fought for you but you kept running into the darkness. I can see the glimpse of light just ahead, right behind you. I see you standing partly in the light while darkness surround you. How can you leave me, for we are ONE? How can you let the dark force capture you without a fight?  I fought hard for you but you kept yielding to him, the darkness. You lie down before him and let him comfort you. How did I not see that? Was it because of our brokenness, the darkness was able to gain entrance into the eye of our ONE Soul? We let this happen whenever we became TWO. As long as we were ONE with GOD, no force could break the powerful energy that surpass our own understanding. When we became TWO, the dark forces came in while we were sleeping. Now, I can't get in because, the dark entity is guarding you like soldiers guarding a castle. I found you alone but you didn't recognize me. You were among the darkness and wouldn't let me in. He, the darkness had control of you and wouldn't allow me near you. I kept your spirit alive dwelling in my heart and this will be my weapon. I should have protected you because it was my responsibility to be your eyes and your sword.  When I wasn't looking, darkness took possession of you and made you his wife. I didn't even realize that he took you from my arms. I yearn your ONENESS but yet you were one with another.  We vowed to be ONE but I lost you to the darkness.

 I found my strength that I didn't know I had; and fought through the darkness of fear, pain, loneliness, and hatred. I rescued you, my RIGHTEOUSNESS in CHRIST, my ONE, back to me, for I am your LIGHT; and the life line through CHRIST JESUS. I fought my way back to you but who did I bring home; who are you? I brought the wrong part of you back with me. Your shell is here but where is your spirit? I'm still fighting but I'm tired and broken. My spirit is drained and I don't know how to get it again. I know darkness keepers will come and pull me to another. But, we vowed to each other and the darkness know this. We are powerful as ONE and powerless as TWO. Who's going to fight or me now that the darkness has touched me while I was wrestling with him. Darkness grab a hold of my hip and now my thoughts are wandering to another. Though, you are back and we are one; but why do I feel broken and the one needing to be rescued. I need my other piece to be whole again. I'm broken and don't know quite how to mend the pieces back into ONE. You are my other self and I'm not complete unless I'm myself again. My energy is intertwine with your energy. But why is my energy is not radiant?  I need your ONENESS to be complete. There's a gaping hole and my ONENESS is not there to pull me out. I see someone standing there to pull me out but I don't recognize this person. I know it's not you but I want to get out. Why aren't you here.

 The darkness is tricking me because the darkness feels warm and comforted. I need you to be my eyes and sword. Why do you not fight for me like I fought for you? I need my other self to be complete. We are ONE but yet I'm broken. Save me for I am weak. I'm consumed with this emptiness. I need your spirit to rescue me. I need to be in your arms and comforted. Who's there to fight for me? I'm in the darkness but no one is there. I want you to fight for me. I lost a part of myself in the darkness when I was out in the wilderness looking for you. I exhausted me and that's why I'm broken. My spirit left me and I don't know how to summons it back. You were wandering in a dark place and I found you. I stepped over bushes, thorns, and thistles but yet I found you. Now that I'm wandering, where is the fight for me? I'm in the wilderness but yet no one is there. Save me from this dark place. Find your way and rescue me with the ONENESS that we vowed to be. I want desperately to be ONE with you. I'm reaching for you but your hand isn't there to meet mine. Bring back my ONENESS as I'm wandering in the wilderness in the darkness. I can't see you. Please I need my ONE to be complete. Save me from my own darkness dwelling that's dwelling in me. Save me from ME. I need YOU. I need my other half of ME. We are ONE!